slice me up

Ugh, I knew there was something wrong once I came into the car.

I forgot my agenda.. & I think I left it in the girl's locker room, which is the worst place to leave it. Not only do I not remember my homework, I can not organize my day! I need to get a new one then. damn.

Anyways, the weather earlier today was crazy and freaking me out. I liked how the snow looked, but not how it felt. All cold and wet. Made me sad that winter is coming. Soon when I wake up it will still be dark and the day would be shorter.
Winter makes me search for the sun. I remember walking home in the cold and I showed no smile, no hope and no faith. I would just imagine about another world out there or if I was to be somewhere else, doing something great. Besides walking home in the snow alone.
There are times when I also think about those love stories in the winter. Where it takes place on a frozen pond, ice skating or snuggling up in blankets and keeping eachother warm. But what I actually do like about winter is that you can see your breathe and hear the crunch of snow after every step under your shoes. Also, snowboarding and ice skating is always fun. I never fell when I went ice skating and hope to keep it that way for a long time. and I make a nice snowman!
I made one last year in front of my house and it's face was facing the street. Later when I looked outside the window to check on it, the snowman's face was facing my house, right in front of the window. So I was a bit scared, but it was funny to find out my neighbor did it.



Slice me up and what will you see?
Will it matter to you what I have inside of me?
Are you willing to see who I am for real?
Because I don't want my secrets to be revealed.

Isabella